Invictus

       In our World Literature class, we're discussing folk music. I suppose we were assigned to write a folk song and to post it on the blog. It was supposed to apply to the present. More specifically, to 2013. Rather than go down a political road (as we all know I love doing), I created this song at a time when I was have some relationship trouble. Who doesn't write a song about that every once in a while?
       With the help of my friend, Alyssa, a recording was created. I'd had this song for a long time and had been waiting to hear what it sounded like recorded, and I'm pleased to say that, although it is a rough track, we're very satisfied with the noise. All the instruments were programmed, and vocals were laid over that track. I shall post a video below, so y'all can check it out!

Lyrics:

My dear, come home. Come home to me.

My time is wasted with every breath I breathe

and these hands; they shake in the memory

of  all you gave to me.

I hope I surely do my best.

My faith is tested.

Here my head does rest, separated from my heart.

My bones aching, skin uncaresed. 

But I won't let my head hang low.

And I will not surrender for no more am I alone.

I'll not be defeated, as the sun comes out to warm me.

No, I will not let myself sink,

until you're home.

I untie my hands, and rise from my knees.

Though bruised and scraped I sing my reverie.

'Neath the bludgeonings of chance I raise my chin,

and and stand this ground for all to see.

For I am here and my heart is elsewhere.

Content amid the sand, as though this were not unfair.

Hold me for as many tides as you see fit,

then come home. Come home to me.

But I won't let my head hang low.

And I will not surrender for no more am I alone.

I'll not be defeated, as the sun comes out to warm me.

No, I will not let myself sink,

until you're home.

It matters not how strait the gate

or charged with punishments the scroll.

I thank whatever gods may be,

for my unconquerable soul.

Hear me. Hear me out now,

I will say this once,

but I will say it loud.

I shall not live til' you are home.

May The Force Be With You

       Has anyone else ever sat and stared at a keyboard, and no inspiration would come? That's what's going on in my life right now. I would say that it's an inconvenience, but instead I will have to say that the Force is not with me today. 

       The Force is a pretty great thing. I believe in the idea of the force. It is my opinion that the world is one living organism filled with many smaller organisms. God is not, in my views, a single omnipotent being. I don't think God is separate from humanity. I believe that everything around us (rocks, trees, people, fish, plastic and books) is all a part of the same thing. I don't think I can describe it as well as I would like to. It's a confusing concept at times. This belief, however, is similar to the Taoist ideas of the Jedi. 

       In our English class we are studying Chinese literature, and thus we must discuss Chinese culture. Are Jedi really just futuristic Taoists? I believe that they are. If you look at many of their ideas, they match up detail for detail. I didn't really pick up on it until we started this unit. 

      

        On a different note. I should probably tell you all what's been going on in The Hobbit. I would absolutely love to tell you how many pages I've read and what's new, but unfortunately, I either work or attend DMACC every day. If there was ever a pain in my ass, this week has made it feel like nothing. 

        So I'm not going to tell you anything about The Hobbit, but I hope this blog wasn't a waste of your time. If it was a waste of your time, I apologize. I'll be less busy in a week or so. Thanks for reading!